STARING OUT THESE TAINTED WINDOWS by Rudy T.©

STARING OUT THESE TAINTED WINDOWS ~ the innocence & the beauty of the way I use to see the world ~ is now tainted & gone ~ cause I remember as a child ~ how I couldn't wait for a new day to begin....with joy & anticipation of what a *NEW* day may bring ~ night skies & sunsets ~ the beauty in them as a child I will never forget ~ summer winter spring & fall ~ here was so much joy in the seasons ~ I loved them all ~ the beginning of spring time meant the birth of many *NEW* things ~ which then lead to summer ~ which meant nothing but sunny days ~ where most of a child's fondest memories are made ~ with the joy & beauty that comes with a sunny day ~ with the find of a new friend ~ & the joy of thinking it will never end ~ cause you believe you can trust all to be a friend ~ in a time & a place that seems like it will never end ~ then slowly but surely the vision of a child will be lost & gone ~ through events in life & friends that may have caused one harm ~ the beauty through innocence ~ & the vision through a child's eyes will be lost & gone ~ cause I now have a lot fear of the unknown ~ I still love the way the sunsets ~ but I fear the night skies ~ cause I have so much fear of the unknown ~ & what may come when I close my eyes & a new day is born ~ cause if I could ever grasp the hands of time ~ it would be my youth ~ cause I miss the innocence I had as a child ~ with all the love I had for the seasons & the joy of change ~ with the birth of a new day & what it may bring ~ the beauty in which I seen the world & everything that grows ~ is now much different ~ STARING OUT THESE TAINTED WINDOWS

I WROTE THIS ONE ?THINKING? HOW AS CHILDREN HOW LITTLE WE KNOW ~ & THE INNOCENCE THAT IS LOST AS WE BEGIN TO GROW ~ THROUGH HEARTACHES & LIFE CHANGES WE BEGIN TO SEE ~ LIFE AIN'T WHAT WE THOUGHT IT WOULD BE ~ THE END OF THE INNOCENCE IS NOW WHAT I SEE

TO EVERY SEASON THERE IS AN END by Rudy T.©

I remember when I was just a little kid ~ when everything seem to begin ~ cause there was no fear in the end ~ when life was all about the 1st time & not the last ~ cause everything seem so present cause there was little of a past ~ when all I knew was love ~ cause there was no reason to hate ~ when my heart was wide open ~ cause I never endured heart ache ~ when I only heard the joy in music ~ cause I did'nt understand the blues ~ when everything seem so shiney & *BRAND NEW* ~ cause there was not much in my life to compare everything to ~ but in time the realities in life started to sink in ~ TO EVERY SEASON THERE IS AN END